I WAS BORN AGAIN (Heb. 6:4; 10:38) Oh how dreadful to be! What gain in the fact of This race? How hunted should the flow be holden? Who made the statement that he wouldn't stand tall till the end? Who predicted his fall at the end of his Glorious starting?  How mused is it to be forsaken? He gave his life to Him but he collected it back. Dear Friend i have a story to tell, i have a huge burden to flush away if possible, i have a long-broken testimony i lung to unvail. Who can hear me? Who will give me a listening ear? I have a running urge about my Friend, no my intimate brother. "My brother was a christian, my Friend was the children's flag bearer of holiness, my brother taught us children evangelical songs to win souls, my brother never stole a pencil in school nor a cent at home, he never knew what was called "Runs" then. He never cheated. My brother wored only the things that covered his whole body, he choosed his speeches, my brother explained to us the full meaning of This word "HOLINESS". Now i got what he meant. He preserved his tools till his adoliscent stage ( but Then he lost the mark). We went for Morning cry, he taught us how to share hand-bills, he wrote Tracks and we did the sharing, he once told he's off to a village unknown to preach the word. I know in setting to my logic, my Friend will say: "Oh I preached and many were saved, through the power of the word of God, i challenged demons. I speak and many got liberated. I even extended my grace and fire of calling to many. Go, ask my spiritual children, ask Rev. Gideon on how he listened to my preaching i did continuosly and stopped smoking,  what about Evang. Emmanuel how i drew him from the power of fornication, oh what about Past. Olayinka how i took him from the addiction of drugs to that of the holy ghost filled and power loaded; I think I can't talk of Brother Paul who I introduced to the true world of life, This achievements are too many to remember all". To continue with my logic, my ultimate hero prayed until a dead child take in a breathe to exhale again. He fasted till he was enlisted among ulcer patients without test nor screaning. My friend was a prayer warrior, he was the key leader for many arms in the ministry. Is this not a great achievement? But I have a dismayed end to portray, should I tell you where I saw brother last? I was walking down the road to demonstrate what this my brother taught me and to my utmost surprise,  I saw my hero in the drunkened mood, brother staggared as one without bones, I thought I was experiencing my darkest nightmail but I got the reality when I pinched myself to wake up and still see my mind, spirit, mood and body still standing there in awe. I thought that was enough, I later saw brother with something like a white stick in between his fingers with a brown colour at the edge, sparking out smoke as he inhale it very deep to his dark-sweet amazement and delight. It was a protocol of dark enjoyment. Thinking about it, my hero didn't remember the tragedy of Uzziah in 2 Chronicles 26 nor the predicament and dark epilogue of Josiah when they mis-understood  the way. When I thought about it, he never remembered Asa who led the righteos way but later pervated the way and what became his fate. Who can help my brother in advice? Who can tell this Gospel general who he has been, Who can tell my bro that he's missing the crown he has been emerging to earn? My brother now swims in that angle he once preached against. He doesn't remember any singular verse of the Scriptures anylonger. He now builds up the stones he scattered earlier. My intimate friend now focuses on this statement anytime confronted with the message: "You and I who first Started the ministry? Who taught You about the principle of a holy life?  Why do You wanna preach to me that preached to earlier? Why are you claiming over-righteos?" Oh who can tell him that he's heading to destruction? Who can tell him about the calamity of lookin back as did Lot's wife and the fate that followed? Who will give him a hint to return? Am calling on him but he doesn't listen to my screaming. Am waving at him but keep seeing this statement at his back saying "I WAS BORN AGAIN!". Then I asked my mind, what about now? Why the past tense? Has Christ change?  Has the race become of no sought and unbearable? Did he forgot that heaven is his target? Why is he bathing with the water be he helped bathe out our dirtiness from? This questions keep ringing my memory and I look to see again as I wave still "I WAS BORN AGAIN!". Please help me call them now!!! ===================================== CONNECT: Twitter: @Innoboi_1, @InnocentJoshNG Facebook: Broonyekachi Instagram: @Innocentjosh1 Whatsapp: +2348065176928 -- From Innocent Josh Music Team And Gospel Crew Media (INNOCENT JOSH MUSIC AND GOSPEL) "hear it, practice it, then see it working" Tel: +2348065176928 website: www.innocentjosh.wordpress.com